When Its Too Late

It’s funny that people will never learn from their mistake. We’ll continuously repeat our mistakes again and again.

We tend to only appreciate people when they are gone.

Well only then sad to say everything that’s left are memories of the person and right at that point of time you wished you had the power to bring him back to life.

Anyway it sucks to know that someone who’s kind happy-go-lucky extremely friendly respect the elders making family the first priority before himself very protective had a superb talent and all the positive list goes on, left us at a young age. It sounds kind of a waste that they’re gone like in a blink of an eye but who are we to have a say in all these Tuhan lebih sayangkan dia…

In short, treasure your love ones when you still have the opportunity to do so before it’s too late.

Like the saying “No point crying over a spilled milk“

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Didn’t managed to do a full entry before 2011 ended cause i was being me fickle-minded logging into WordPress confidently wanting to do a perfect entry but within minutes as i was browsing through other sites i began to loose focus and ended up signing out from WordPress

To sum things up 2011 is just as similar to every single year that i’ve been through for the past 18 years breathing in this world but definitely every single year, i’ve gained new experiences and at the same time just like a normal human being we go through the ups and downs in life. We learnt from our mistakes in life(ok which i rarely do cause i tend to repeat my mistakes, all the time ). The bunch of new friends made in life in school or in Facebook – it’s good to make friends with those bunch who’s a fanatic as you are(ok im not a 100% fanatic over anything except for UNGU but at least 68% of me can really go gugugaga over a certain someone heh )

The brand new year rolled in and how time flies we’re in the year of 2012 right now. So the same old cycle goes on in life of a teenager like me

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Baby are you down?

There’s always a point of time when you’re really down, really really really down.

You just feel like shoving everything away from you. You just feel like giving everything up. You just feel like surrendering to everything in the world. You just feel like you wanna be alone and even got irritated at small little things. You just fell like running away from every single problem or stuff that you have to settle. Running away to a place where you can really find peace, quality time with just you, and just you.

I really need to unwind, nuff’ said.

Cus’ baby tonight Edward got me falling in ♥ again

Throughout the movie there are times when i find him romantic there are times too i got to admit “He’s not hot” “What’s so goodlooking about him?!” still, i would want to repeat this again, there are times when he was just too romantic that he’s just too goodlooking in my eye. Frankly i do have my love-hate relationship with him hmmmm still i can’t take my eyes off Edward Cullen ♥

Got to stop beating around the bush, to cut things short i freaking can’t wait for Breaking Dawn Part II baby!

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Howdy-howdy Sunday morning! Ơ̴̴̴̴̴̴͡.̮Ơ̴̴͡

Its been quite some time uhuh? Haven’t had the time to even spend a few minutes to rant all the shitz out here. Ever since schools in, daily life have been forever hectic. I’ve got a whole chunk of stories to tell about school so i’ll save that for another update prolly the soonest!

Anyway this week has been a horribly weak week (•̯͡.•̯͡) The week whereby im at the most bottom of all the bottoms in the world. Since the year is coming to an end, indeed understandable that all the sickness came pouring in one after another. Fever to cough to flu and today, diarrhea.

Whatever it is, im proud to be me im strong i go through all the sickness by myself without having asked for anyone’s sympathy. Despite being cranky throughout, im glad only i and my mom knows how bad can the cranky side of me can be. *So to my future boyfriend, be prepared to handle me when im sick but on a positive side i am THAT strong thus i only fall sick like once in a year? Easy much? \(◦ˆ⌣ˆ◦)/

I’ve got to stop here im supposed to settle my 2 reports writing and after which glue myself to the sickening MicroEconomics revision since im sitting for the MAJOR examination tomorrow. Oh God please be by my side i hate this very much but i’ve got no say no choice having to sit for it and at least a Grade B will be nice to achieve Ơ̴̴̴̴̴̴͡.̮Ơ̴̴͡

Been dying for a holiday this school term has to come to an end extremely quickly please (•̯͡.•̯͡)

I’ll be back the soonest have a bless and blast week ahead fellas! \(◦ˆ⌣ˆ◦)/

Farewell to the holidays ☹

Ain decided to be way way way too wordy today. Here we go!

So finally after for like eight months long of holidays(yeah yeah its e longest holiday ever i had in my life) yes its officially coming to an end. One word: Hollyfuck.

Time is indeed speeding up and so never did i expect my 8.months.long holiday is over in a blink of an eye. What can i do? I’ve no choice i don’t rule this world i don’t have powers or can i do magic tricks to turn back time or to freeze everything so i can enjoy the freedom i’ve been leading 24hours without having to crack my brain thinking of schoolworks projects or wadsoever relating to school. Life was indeed free and easy.

Ok i sounded as if the 8.months.long was spent slacking at home hanging out with friends wasting my days away and so on. Hey dude come on! Obviously im up to some productive work okay instead of juz treating myself to a 8.months.long break after the stressful O’Levels(eventhough i sort of feel i don’t quite deserve the 8.months.long of holidays hahaha waddafuck)

So yeah i obviously made an effort to be slightly independent and decided to work to earn myself some pocket money or at least to increase the amount of $$$ in my personal bank account(which i feel that its decreasing since i’ve been spending quite alot lately) and definitely at the same time to gain more experience in the working life for the future, if god is willing. Managed to work at 2 different companies and was indeed quite fun even though i don’t quite of mingle with the colleagues over at the 2nd company i worked at till it made me miss my colleagues so freaking badly over at the 1st company i worked at. Despite tons of complaints, i love my colleagues minus the environment though cause i somehow feel like a total loner over at the 2nd company. And i was supposed to work(which i should consider my 3rd job) for a month but i decided to turn it down after spending juz one solid day at work. I swear it was fucking hectic and for the very first time i freaking break down due to work. I decided to turn it down not because i was too choosy but i decided not to take the risk since involve money money money every single day, a huge sum of money mind you. So before any shit happens to an 18 year old girl, i better back off. Come to think of it, it freaks me out to think of future, my official working life. Dear God, please guide me along

Work aside, yeah i did manage to fly my ass to Hong Kong for 5days with my 2single(hahaha information not needed) sisters. It was my first experience on a trip juz the 3 of us leaving my parents in Singapore.our.sunny.island. I totally had a hell lots of fun i swear and i totally love Hong Kong after that! Thanks to my 2 sissys for the trip. Never got sick of saying this: Fly Me To Hong Kong Someone!

And plus lots of the remaining days stoning at home curling up in bed only waking up 12plus in the noon. Be a freaking bookworm heading to the library to borrow some books instead of 24hours glueing myself infront of this MackyBooky. Catching up and hanging out with some bunch of friends. Spending more and more of mother&daughter quality time.

Yeah those mentioned above sums up my 8.months.long holidays. So kick those days away, looking ahead, school life rolling in. A whole week of orientation first then lessons will officially start to kick in on the very first day of the holy month.

Quite depressing when i have to put the Secondary school days behind me, those 5 years i had with the bestest bunch of friends since day 1. I totally felt loved when with them. Looking like a total geek with long skirts and all in Secondary 1. Making fun of one another. And as years goes on morning breakfast in the Malay language class if it happens to be the first lesson of the day. Bestest food vendor and their freaking naissse foodies juz to name one, Mee Bakso with lotsa chillies till you get your tongue and lips burning and the next moment you get yourself sleepy in class after reccess since you consumed too much chillies(cause if you don’t know, consuming a large amount of chillies will make you sleepy). Run to the quadrangle every single morning. Attending detention due to late-coming(which is not that often ok hahaha). Freaking dread every POA lessons cause the teacher enjoys checking on us and asked us questions all the time. Staying back for ART till late night. Screwing the teacher for the amount of sketches and so on. The whole Sec5 ART students camping outside the ART room MOST of the time(but we were not complaining but instead loving it hahaha). Blaming ART totally for the loss of time to be focused on other subjects(hahaha that happens all the time eversince Secondary 3). Ganging up together on certain times for different occasion hahaha like totally waddafuck. Had those yearly ASPIRE camp going on, had my first experience in Dragon Boating, off for night walk and all, freaking walk from school to Harbour Front MRT(back in Sec4) and night walk from Harbour Front back to school(back in Sec5), goodness thats ‘trekking’ for you. Attending night focus(which as expected a total failed attempt to be focused when you’re attached to those bunch of freaks hahaha). And the forever favourite coffeeshop ‘Asia Ghani’ woooo where i had my all time bestest Wanton Noodle ever! Not to forget, even after an emoing session after our O’Level results were released, instead of heading home straight, all of us managed to dine there for the last time together laughing away as if the O’Level results we had in hand doesn’t exist. We joke around laughing our ass off hahaha definitely won’t forget the day. Its true when they say Secondary school life was more memorable. It was indeed memorable. The bestest bunch of friends, the bestest bunch of teachers, the bestest food vendors and their amazing foodies(should i credit them too? hahaha). Well my 5 years in that particular Secondary school will always be remembered.

Enough of the Secondary school days stories. Looking ahead a new term a new start in a  totally new environment is about to begin. Gotta get out of the comfort zone a little bit. I freaking dread the first few days of school/orientation. So yeah and the cycle goes on whereby you have to go through the ice-breaker game making new friends.I wonder what are my course mates gonna be like? I know they don’t bite, but i hope they’ll be juz those kind who’ll be easy to get along with. Will there be any eye-candy in school?(hahaha Parents and sissys gonna kill me if they read this part). Hopefully everything goes well and may i work juz fine with my course mates and be able to cope with the course im in(errrrr?)

So goodluck to me on Monday and i better freaking be early or on time for school  gotta kick those late-coming me aside. Have to wake up early in the morning, goodbye to waking up in the afternoon

YaAllah what ever thats gonna take place, be by my side, protect me and guide me along YaAllah. Amin.

Counting Down to THE DAY

Waddashit please don’t bother fast-forwarding yourself August 1st

Am freakin’ out, am not ready to get my ass back to school

Long holidays since last November is NEVER enough, i gotta admit

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For the past five solid years, been spending my everyday life with them every single day from Monday to Friday. Never got sick of them. Ours jokes. Those laughter. Talking at the top of our voices. How dramatic some of them can be at times damn totally qualified for Best Dramatic Leading Actress Award hahaha. I swear my babygirls are the best!

And indeed Secondary school days are the most memorable part of our life, the fact! Ok to be fair, my five years are indeed memorable with those bunch of schoolmates i had! Juz the perfect bunch of girls and guys, i am sure everyone had their fair share of everything that happened back in CTSS hahaha everyone of us sure do have the good and bad times in school.

Somehow things got a little different when 2011 decided to step in. Yeah all of us had to be separated, moving on to the next chapter of our life. Yeah baby (finally!!!!) Secondary school life is over! THE SOLID 5 YEARS OF HELL IS OVER! So everyone is off to different paths not being able to stick together no more~ Anyway thanks to Twitter, Facebook and Whatsapp that kept us closer to one another and always contactable anytime anywhere!

Finally we got things planned and off for picnic@Botanic last Saturday, and im thankful to God that all my babygirls managed to turn up! All of us had our fair share of laughter joking around and the usual ‘bullying’ hahaha. Indeed it was one of the bestest meet up to catch up with them! I wonder when will be the next gather together with them gonna be since everyone’s getting busier after this Oh life.

My babygirls, always the best!

It juz pisses me off to the freaking core when i tried being nice to some bunch of people, trying to bring everything together, trying to keep peace instead of war, but unfortunately these fucking freaks, juz don’t appreciate a single effort that i’ve put in. Well done, fuckers.

Kick that aside, what i noticed  about these freaks, despite them being way older than us, it doesn’t mean that they are mature in their way of thinking and even speaking verbally. Freaking behave like kiddos, i swear people my age these days behave better than you freaks. Despite this particular one who dons on Tudung, it surprises me that she’s juz as similar to those bunch of humans with sucky attitude who doesn’t wear Tudung. I mean i thought ladies who dons on Tudung, they’re the sweetest on earth with the attitude and respect which everyone salutes against them. But this one prove me wrong. Not trying to sound rude towards other ladies who dons on Tudung(i still have my fullest respect towards you womens who have the sweetest look and heart), but to this one i would say, damn you bitch.

Washing my hands off these bitches.

Before turning eighteen, i’ve got a confession to make . . . .

I’ve never done this kind of entry post. You’ll only witness this only when i am totally into this particular singer/band/musician whatever you call them. I remember i only did once to my forever awesome to the max top favourite Indonesian band, UNGU! Hoyeah i can go on and on talking about the band posting videos photos in Facebook, Twitter and (haven’t been doing it for quite a long time here)Wordpress. But i’ll try my very best to maximise everything. I respect my followers in Twitter especially, i don’t freaking wanna flood them with my timeline so full of my ‘papan atas’ band. Hehehe Have been eyeing this Malaysian singer. Got super freaking addicted to this singer/talented artist eversince i first hear his popular single Kebahagiaan Dalam Perpisahan. Was already checking him out when i hear his song on the radio. I can be a total freak when comes to all these. This is another side of me if you don’t or already know I Youtube him for his music video hahahha okay i’m gonna sound like some girl going gaga over those charming KPOP guys. Anyway after getting addicted to the song and the singer himself, i decided to go further and search him out more in Youtube. Told ya! I can go this far. I’ve actually watched all the videos in Youtube that has him, yeah no joke. And i can go on and on and on watching it repeated times.

I juz find this dude he’s like one awesome guy. You can see how friendly he is when he mingle with his fans. Oh yeah he’s the kind of guy your momma would want as her son-in-law. He has everything. Oh my oh my, he’s has the qualities that i’m looking for, for my future husband. Hahahahah

Anyway after his second single was finally release, sad to say i’m still not over this one song. Yeah yeah i’m totally into this song. I can never get sick of this one seriously. Why not, cause this song got me addicted to the song and the singer. And i seriously enjoy watching Youtube videos when he sing live. When you plug in those ear-plug into your ears and blast the song, you can feel all your hairs standing seriously. Ok enough of that part i kind of can’t wait for his Pendam song to be officially out with the music videos and all. Totally in love with this one seriously. Listen to the song and it suddenly bring those emotional modes turn ON! I’m serious hahahahah!

May mister-luck be on my side some day, Mister KDP, see you the soonest! and am patiently waiting for his very first album release