Farewell to the holidays ☹

Ain decided to be way way way too wordy today. Here we go!

So finally after for like eight months long of holidays(yeah yeah its e longest holiday ever i had in my life) yes its officially coming to an end. One word: Hollyfuck.

Time is indeed speeding up and so never did i expect my 8.months.long holiday is over in a blink of an eye. What can i do? I’ve no choice i don’t rule this world i don’t have powers or can i do magic tricks to turn back time or to freeze everything so i can enjoy the freedom i’ve been leading 24hours without having to crack my brain thinking of schoolworks projects or wadsoever relating to school. Life was indeed free and easy.

Ok i sounded as if the 8.months.long was spent slacking at home hanging out with friends wasting my days away and so on. Hey dude come on! Obviously im up to some productive work okay instead of juz treating myself to a 8.months.long break after the stressful O’Levels(eventhough i sort of feel i don’t quite deserve the 8.months.long of holidays hahaha waddafuck)

So yeah i obviously made an effort to be slightly independent and decided to work to earn myself some pocket money or at least to increase the amount of $$$ in my personal bank account(which i feel that its decreasing since i’ve been spending quite alot lately) and definitely at the same time to gain more experience in the working life for the future, if god is willing. Managed to work at 2 different companies and was indeed quite fun even though i don’t quite of mingle with the colleagues over at the 2nd company i worked at till it made me miss my colleagues so freaking badly over at the 1st company i worked at. Despite tons of complaints, i love my colleagues minus the environment though cause i somehow feel like a total loner over at the 2nd company. And i was supposed to work(which i should consider my 3rd job) for a month but i decided to turn it down after spending juz one solid day at work. I swear it was fucking hectic and for the very first time i freaking break down due to work. I decided to turn it down not because i was too choosy but i decided not to take the risk since involve money money money every single day, a huge sum of money mind you. So before any shit happens to an 18 year old girl, i better back off. Come to think of it, it freaks me out to think of future, my official working life. Dear God, please guide me along

Work aside, yeah i did manage to fly my ass to Hong Kong for 5days with my 2single(hahaha information not needed) sisters. It was my first experience on a trip juz the 3 of us leaving my parents in Singapore.our.sunny.island. I totally had a hell lots of fun i swear and i totally love Hong Kong after that! Thanks to my 2 sissys for the trip. Never got sick of saying this: Fly Me To Hong Kong Someone!

And plus lots of the remaining days stoning at home curling up in bed only waking up 12plus in the noon. Be a freaking bookworm heading to the library to borrow some books instead of 24hours glueing myself infront of this MackyBooky. Catching up and hanging out with some bunch of friends. Spending more and more of mother&daughter quality time.

Yeah those mentioned above sums up my 8.months.long holidays. So kick those days away, looking ahead, school life rolling in. A whole week of orientation first then lessons will officially start to kick in on the very first day of the holy month.

Quite depressing when i have to put the Secondary school days behind me, those 5 years i had with the bestest bunch of friends since day 1. I totally felt loved when with them. Looking like a total geek with long skirts and all in Secondary 1. Making fun of one another. And as years goes on morning breakfast in the Malay language class if it happens to be the first lesson of the day. Bestest food vendor and their freaking naissse foodies juz to name one, Mee Bakso with lotsa chillies till you get your tongue and lips burning and the next moment you get yourself sleepy in class after reccess since you consumed too much chillies(cause if you don’t know, consuming a large amount of chillies will make you sleepy). Run to the quadrangle every single morning. Attending detention due to late-coming(which is not that often ok hahaha). Freaking dread every POA lessons cause the teacher enjoys checking on us and asked us questions all the time. Staying back for ART till late night. Screwing the teacher for the amount of sketches and so on. The whole Sec5 ART students camping outside the ART room MOST of the time(but we were not complaining but instead loving it hahaha). Blaming ART totally for the loss of time to be focused on other subjects(hahaha that happens all the time eversince Secondary 3). Ganging up together on certain times for different occasion hahaha like totally waddafuck. Had those yearly ASPIRE camp going on, had my first experience in Dragon Boating, off for night walk and all, freaking walk from school to Harbour Front MRT(back in Sec4) and night walk from Harbour Front back to school(back in Sec5), goodness thats ‘trekking’ for you. Attending night focus(which as expected a total failed attempt to be focused when you’re attached to those bunch of freaks hahaha). And the forever favourite coffeeshop ‘Asia Ghani’ woooo where i had my all time bestest Wanton Noodle ever! Not to forget, even after an emoing session after our O’Level results were released, instead of heading home straight, all of us managed to dine there for the last time together laughing away as if the O’Level results we had in hand doesn’t exist. We joke around laughing our ass off hahaha definitely won’t forget the day. Its true when they say Secondary school life was more memorable. It was indeed memorable. The bestest bunch of friends, the bestest bunch of teachers, the bestest food vendors and their amazing foodies(should i credit them too? hahaha). Well my 5 years in that particular Secondary school will always be remembered.

Enough of the Secondary school days stories. Looking ahead a new term a new start in a  totally new environment is about to begin. Gotta get out of the comfort zone a little bit. I freaking dread the first few days of school/orientation. So yeah and the cycle goes on whereby you have to go through the ice-breaker game making new friends.I wonder what are my course mates gonna be like? I know they don’t bite, but i hope they’ll be juz those kind who’ll be easy to get along with. Will there be any eye-candy in school?(hahaha Parents and sissys gonna kill me if they read this part). Hopefully everything goes well and may i work juz fine with my course mates and be able to cope with the course im in(errrrr?)

So goodluck to me on Monday and i better freaking be early or on time for school  gotta kick those late-coming me aside. Have to wake up early in the morning, goodbye to waking up in the afternoon

YaAllah what ever thats gonna take place, be by my side, protect me and guide me along YaAllah. Amin.

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